My Lovely Babes

After 2 mths of pain, he has finally left us...
We have to let him go to shortern his misery...
Yet, we understand he was relunctant to...

He is the one who was independent at the aged of 75..
He is the one who had the authority and empowerment..
He is the one who gave his helping hand to almost everyone on earth..
He is the one with entreprenur spirit at only aged 7..
He is the one who realised his dreams at aged 17 when he had his own shop..
He is the one who woke up at 5am in the morning to bring me to take a school bus..
He is the one who plucked my first tooth..
He is the one who played Santa Claus by putting present in my socks..
He is the one whom i hid behind when my dad wanted to cane me..
He is the one whom i vented my anger on during my school days..
He is the one who gave me extra allowance..
He is the one whom supported me to obtain my degree..
He is the one who always gave in to me..
He is the one whom i stayed with for the past 21 years before i got married..
He is the one who was being stingy to himself..
He is the one who kept things to himself..
He is the one who would not voice out his pain..
He is the one who endured everything..
He is the one who do not want to be a burden to anyone else..
He is the one who kept our family so close..
He is the one who knew how to handle each of us in different ways..
He is the one we respect most..
He is the one whom we have him as memories from now..
He is the one...

I can still hear his laughters when he was playing with Javelle..
I can still remember the taste of his Yau Tau Foo bee hoon..
I can still feel his warm hand.. is jus yesterday..
I can still smell his cologne..
I can still see him smiling in his favourite maroon shirt..


so much so much of him.. i need to seal up the box of memories.. before they fade away slowly..

my dearest ah gong..
it hurts.. alot..
i miss u..
truely..
goodbye..
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