First Time showing my Tummy.. Hehehe..
Look at my BIG waistline...
Baby Javelle has been growing well and healthy. Till now, she is already abt 2.1kg, which i think is quite big cos i still have 7 weeks more to go. And on the avg, she she is growing like 400 -450 grams in every 3 weeks when i visit my gynae. But my in-law still feels that she is very small. Hence she keep asking me to eat more.. But i told her the more i eat the one who puts on the weight is me not the baby lor.. haha.. She must be using Shawn's weight when he was born as comparison. At then his weight was 3.78kg when he is borned lor.. and that was huge!!! Actually I dun wish Javelle to be that heavy when she is due.. the one who suffers is me lor.. Oops..
At this stage, I can already feel much pressure on my tummy.. Has been getting cramps, cant walk for too long and cant sit for too long as well.. Even when i need to change position to sleep at night, i need to hold on to the tummy to turn. This is also to prevent Baby Javelle to wake up from sleep if not she will be actively moving abt again. Cant imagine i still have 7 weeks more to go but im already starting to feel tired of the pregnancy process esp at this stage where i feel the discomfort..
But when i saw Baby Javelle yesterday, i felt happiness all over again. For the first time i saw her face on the screen when the gynae scanned my tummy. Of cos i request the gynae to show me her face. If not, normally he will just go thru very fast.. like this is the head, this is the heartbeat, the tummy, her thigh and so on... I was so thrilled when i saw my baby's small little nose, her eye and a round round head. And from the screen i can see that she has chubby cheeks.. hehe.. so cute.. I love my Baby...
Its really not easy to be a mum at all.. Still remember the words that our mums always nag at us when we are rebellious.. eg.. "next time when u be a mother u will know how hard it is".. At that point of time we still find them "lor soh" and keep saying the same thing.. But now I really realised that this sentence is so true lor.. even b4 the baby is born i already knew is tough to be a mum. Being a child, we always ask for things from parents when we need it. But our parents would never ask us for any return. We would say nice things to them when we need favour from them and they always give in from time to time. When they want to speak to us or talk to us, we will always find them naggy and troublesome and repeating the same old thing. Parents would always remember everything we said, but we tend to forget abt theirs. Have we ever think that they also need someone to listen to them. Or maybe jus accompany them for dinner once in a while..
I remembered once that my dad ask me out for dinner. At that point i was thinking its so troublesome.. Still need to go all the way to hougang from jurong to meet him up, so i always say next time next time.. But there was once i called him up to meet for dinner, he immediately say "ok". When we met up he ate very little and i ask him why.. Then my mum told me that actually both of them just had dinner when i called them up... But just bcos they wan to meet up with me, so they agreed to have it again.. I felt guilty then.. Parents are always forgiving and giving in to their child.. Do we provide all these to them too?